Tuesday, November 12, 2024
november 12, 2024
Wednesday, October 9, 2024
Relearning to play Clarinet
Let me tell you. I had so many people tell me i wouldn't be able to play clarinet after I got dentures. and they were wrong! if you want to play badly enough it can be done. I have made massive improvements and I am not even fully healed and i also don't have my final set of dentures yes I will get them in January.
I have started using my computer again lately and i am relearning to type. It feels so good to actually type on a key board.
I have recently switch to using a milk alternative. Almondmilk and it works well for me. I dont really care what it is as long as its not milk. My stomach does not like milk. At all.
It has gotten colder and we dressed Beau in his winter fleece pajamas and he is so happy and warm and cozy. I think it helps his anxiety. He feels like he is being hugged
he is a little cuddle bug and its precious.
on Oct 3rd it was his 2nd birthday. i baked him pumpkin cupcakes with peanut butter icing!!! he absolutely loved it!
i feel so much better lately
i just.. the new psych nurse is not agreeing with me on my medication and i am having to find a new doctor. I have gotten an appointment with the behavioral health faction of my primary care health provider and I am hopeful things can be done properly. i can't see the new new doctor until late november.
i am planning to vote in this election and i am voting for kamala and it's pissing off my friends and family. my husband understands and some of my friends do. but most people are very... into the orange man. he is not your savior and you are in a cult. laugh emoji goes here.
Thursday, August 22, 2024
I CAN SMILE AGAIN!
ok so i wanted to post a picture from my phone that's google photos synced and blogger isn't letting me. so weird.
I have a smile again!
I think the blogger app lets me post photos. something is wrong with the interface here for making posts.
I have not played clarinet yet but I am going to band on Sunday. I dont have to play just yet, the director said I could just sit in and look through the music. I can't properly try to play until I can use the fixodent to hold my dentures in place.
time lapse----
ok
i did just play without fixodent and i can play the lower register ok, but above the break is the problem.
I just. i have to prove everyone wrong. I have to be able to play. I HAVE TO.
and when I succeed I will speak out about playing with dentures and how it can be done because apparently everyone thinks its impossible! i might not be able to play like i used to but i can still play. i just did it! i know i can do it. all i need is time and healing and then fixodent.
Wednesday, July 31, 2024
photo post late july 2024
August 1, 2024
I haven't updated in so very long and it's because my life has been a shit show.
I had to quit band, I'm getting my teeth cut out and... Dentures at the age of 38.
We have the dentures right now so that part is done, now we just need to see the surgeon and the closest date we could get was August 9th.
but... after that i hope i can (after a period of healing time) pick the clarinet back up and play. I hope i can play in the fall concert. I know I can't do the christmas one because i will be in alabama.
i have some pics to post.
but my computer isn't working properly. kind of a bummer.
my chromebook is out of date and we are going to get my a window net book next time.
i am having pain in the same place i had pain with my kidney stones but I am not about to let that shit happen so i am using my will power to make it be something else.
it's not so bad and i think if it was a stone it would be getting worse and it doesn't seem to be doing that.
ok so lets talk politics.
i have never voted before but i have just registered to vote because i swear to god of Trump is president again i will lose my mind. Kamala Harris needs to be the next president. And Andy needs to be her VP candidate.