Wed Oct 27, 2021

 Sooo, my husband and I are taking a trip in November.. from Nov 12 to 21st.

this is a huge deal for me because, well.. I haven't been out of the house for more than a few hours in like, 2 years. And its a really long time to be away from home.

It's a vacation, I know but with anxiety like I have vacations become..almost terrifying

we are taking the trip back to where he's from, to see his family. I love his mother so much, and his grandmother. But they plan to gather up the extended family for a thanksgiving gathering and it's a ton of people that I don't know at all. which is terrifying.

I am going to do this because I love my husband.

The good news is that the gathering is the day after we get there, so we can get it over with and hopefully I can relax the rest of the trip.

I'm debating on whether i want to take my computer with me on the trip, or just do a big post here after the trip is over.

i'm doing a lot of planning and list making and trying to manage my anxiety.